sStop and thinKk: i just cant believe this is happening. i
know you just hate me for being stubborn, and that you
dont think how i feel is really valid i guess. but i cant
stand this at all, i cant believe this is really how you feel.
we said this wouldnt happen again.
Auto response from SpLaTtY595:
sStop and thinKk: and after i type out things like that,
youll just say, "well i dont know what to say to you". or
you wont respond at all. then you make it ever apparent
how much happier you are at school and how much
better off you are now.
Auto response from SpLaTtY595: Victoria:
are all the guys here preppy??
Steve: Preppy? Look at my
Jesus Jumpers....
hahahahah!!! OUT for the
second night back :-)
sStop and thinKk: what AM i suppose to do with this
relationship now
sStop and thinKk: ive been saying it for so long and you
have always denied it
sStop and thinKk: you dont need me... you never
needed me
sStop and thinKk: i dont even feel like i effect your life
anymore
sStop and thinKk: be it for better or worse
sStop and thinKk: i dont even really think i matter
sStop and thinKk: so why should i fight?
sStop and thinKk: i mean i want to... but what has there
been to prove anything at all to me?
sStop and thinKk: this whole summer, everything with
my sister, and ever since i left.
sStop and thinKk: i never felt worthwhile to you, i never
really felt like you thought i was anything special or
crucial to you
sStop and thinKk: you obviously can be so great and
so happy without having me in your life so why are you
trying to hold onto me? im apparently not what you want
and you dont want me around, i just feel like its a pity
friendship
sStop and thinKk: why did you ever say we were going
to get married someday if you didnt mean it?
sStop and thinKk: why did you say we were so perfect
and that you would love me forever if you didnt mean it?
sStop and thinKk: why did you say this time was for
real if you didnt mean it?
sStop and thinKk: why did you tell me you would be
there forever if you didnt mean it?
sStop and thinKk: if you were so concerned about us
not talking so much the last two days why not call me?
sStop and thinKk: why not just check in to see how my
hospital visits were going?
sStop and thinKk: why not be persistent for me, why
not chase ME for a change instead of me always running
over and bending over for you
sStop and thinKk: ive never made you prove anything
to me, ive always said i would but i never did
sStop and thinKk: i just always believed everything you
said
sStop and thinKk: i mean... i love you, i really do, i
want us to work
sStop and thinKk: but you saying you love me but at
the same time dont want to work on us and being able to
be together, that just infuriates me
sStop and thinKk: so many times we laid there together
and said things that i swore we meant... that we couldnt
have faked, that just isnt possible.
Auto response from SpLaTtY595: Victoria:
are all the guys here preppy??
Steve: Preppy? Look at my
Jesus Jumpers....
hahahahah!!! OUT for the
second night back :-)
sStop and thinKk: i dunno
sStop and thinKk: have a good night i guess?
sStop and thinKk: its so awkward.